Uncle Ben Was Right

"With great power comes great responsibility". After the fifth reboot of the spider man movies this phrase is now engraved in pop culture, and maybe just like spider man discovered this in order to become an adult , I have to do the same? I've always been pretty self-sufficient. I've never needed much from anyone, and I was always happy to follow orders, do them as fast as I could. and continue on with my life. I had managed to live my life while avoiding any position in which I had power, mostly because I knew it would be extra work. This radically changed the moment I became the manager of a soccer field. Not only the I became in charged of a business with between 4 to 6 people at my charge, but i also became the authority figure in charge of making sure 14 adults don't murder each other , or my referee. I'm also in charged of the scariest part, making sure an army soccer of moms doesn't  murder anything in their sights after one of their kids gets hurt, or looses a game. Now to add insult to injury i look like a 15 year old kid who had never killed a fly, and everyone thinks can walk all over me. I've heard thousands times how people desire power... for god sake i have not seen a single plus of having a little power, and i imagine it only gets worse when the power increases .